I finally received that Amazon Giftcard in the mail. Plus another 5 dollar giftcard and I ended up with some nice toys. I, unfortunately, went a little bit overboard with all of it. I ended up spending about 80 dollars instead of the original 55 but we do have a lot of stuff coming in [...]

While I like to think that all of our toys need to be shying away from those “beginner kits”, I’ve actually found some good use for some of the items we bought when we were starting out. For tying up my sub, I’ve moved more towards using rope and possibly looking into metal furniture, but [...]

Yesterday, we finally tried some knife play. It was an odd sensation. I think it’s the first time that my sub has really experienced sub drop before. It’s kinda cute, really. After we were done, he just crawled up and starting crying next to me.
I want to get better at it, though. Learn tobe a [...]

The shower is my Mistress. Water, really. When I tend to get update, I just jump in the shower and turn the heat up until it burns. Until my skin flushes red with the water. Until I scortch some parts of my body. I’d much rather prefer to play with my sub, to be violent [...]

What is the biggest obstacle you will face, personally, as being a top?
Mine? Well, I’ve been wanting to write about it for awhile, but hadn’t gotten around to it because of my laziness and worry about security of starting a blog. Regardless, mine is going to be my perfectionism. I’m still ridiculously nervous and scared [...]